Im bathing in an Ocean of blues from the most soulful saxophone this wave of life has ever heard. My heart had to break before it could heal.
Here lies Jeffrey Michael Bratcher-Hoyer.
Better known as Shiva The Master God Destroyer.
Employer of construction, so destructive his touch.
Exhaled poison from the deep of his guts.
But inhaled life, at the time of his death.
His vacuum left beauty,
So smoothly
His last breath
Destroy the ugliness within to create beauty throughout. Shiva the destroyer doesn’t have to be taken as a bad thing. I see things differently but I still know nothing but I’m listening and learning from you. I believe in you. I see beauty in your writings. Now starting to search for the beauty within myself all thanks to you. Thank you. I am not yet awake, I want to be, I need to be. Forcing myself to wake up may take time but everyday I can get closer by taking notice to my reality and finding the comedy in how backwards I have been. U make me better each day. I am sorry I argued ur words against u because I did not care to understand. Now that I hit a realization I wish to infect u no more with my negativity or doubt but I fear I will fail u because I have trouble letting go. Its not easy to admit to urself how wrong you are, but I feel wrong, stupid and selfish for the things I have done. I will follow u into the new world, I believe in u, I trust ur words now that I am starting to become aware and understand things I never even put a thought into. I wish one day to repay u for this gift u have given to me. Until then I will watch, love, and honor u from a distance.
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